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Monday, November 14, 2011
some reflections
ok, so i have lived for a semester each in singapore and hongkong but don't have any written reflections on my experiences there.
so, here i go, trying to write a few words...
singapore - what a country! in many aspects.
people: very nice people, mostly. and the singlish they speak is just plain beautiful. haha. i feel it is similar to how russell peters mocks them arabic ladies speaking in a resturant/cafe. one day, my friend lost his backpack, which had a camera, his passport, cell phone and what not, in the mrt, but got it back after 2 days. you cannot hope to get a backpack back after losing it in most countries.
when it comes to singapore's fame for cleanliness, first i thought it is a little over-exaggerated cuz i saw constructions every here and there. + the suburb that i live in, in the usa, is just as clean anyway. but i guess what is the most striking to many is that the whole country, on average, is very clean.
food: oh man, how i enjoyed the tamil food in singapore - some of the best foods i have had. and sooo cheap la! atleast compared to the prices in all these western countries. + the black pepper crab i had in that jumbo seafood restaurant in clarke quay was very good.
politics and all that: didnt get to study much of it. have read a few articles that suggested that the singaporean governance/laws are not quite a copy of other western systems but custom built to suit the country's social/economic aspirations. i know that the singaporean government office holders are paid very well.but all kinds of people seem to enjoy the basic necessities of life. i dont recall seeing any beggars or a very poor person.
Nepali viewpoint: i asked a few taxi drivers about their views on nepalis in singapore. they have a very positive image of nepalis. they are happy that gorkhalis form a crucial part of their security system. one taxi driver, i remember, gladly told me a story of how the gorkhalis bravely caught one of the most notorious international criminal in the forests of singapore. so, i was a proud nepali walking in the streets of singapore.
aru testai ho...dherai lekhe jasto lagyo...pachhi edit garumla. hongkong ko barema ni lekhna baki bhayo, pachhi lekhumla. adios.
note to myself: write about the humidity, nightlife, NUS, architectures...etc..etc..next time.
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
stress for no reason
i tend to stress for no valid reason. i guess i like giving myself a hard time, after having a period of an amazingly good time. its a cycle man. i literally cried for months, only to realize that its all good. from now on, anup is gonna look at things as if he were 10 years ahead in timeline from now, and think about it this way - whatever he is stressing out on today will be nothing more than something to laugh at then.
tata bye bye
tata bye bye
Saturday, April 16, 2011
dark days
i have lost optimism since the past year or 2. from what i can remember this started since the fall of 2009. at the moment, it is spring of 2011 and i am more pessimistic than i have ever been. so i guess i have been rolling down a slope from optimism to pessimism. the positive energy inside of me has just been fading away slowly. consequently all i feel inside of me is negative energy and it is sad because what i have is all i can give out. and i feel like i am giving off negative energy everywhere i go. i have been aware of this trend yet i can't seem to stop myself from rolling down. i guess the momentum is quite large and it demands a lot of effort to even stop it. i am trying but haven't been successful yet. my current situation would best be described by this Nepali saying that i ve heard my father say every once in a while: "kukur ko kaam pani chhaina, fursad pani chhaina". i have been really inefficient in school this semester. no matter how much time i allocate for studying, i can't seem to focus. so, i don't get things done in optimum time, and actually don't get most of the things done in time at all. but i guess a change takes time. so i am still trying my best. we ll see when this trend takes a positive turn and the graph starts rising up again.
i realize this is a very depressing, sad, mood-destroying blog but i promise to rejuvenate myself. my next blog will be more positive.
alvida till then.
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